Saturday, December 25, 2010
so, talking to friends, reading their blogs, listening to their criticism, i have decided to blog.
Its christmas day and here i am in the twlight hours listening to classical music, feeling the rain
kissed breeze and wondering why I'm such a grinch.
Christmas, school holiday, public holidays. I hate them all. Why? because there are just so many
people. If i wanted to be around people i wouldn't be in Brisbane. Just saying.
I wanted to do a blog on failed relationships and heartbreak. But i think i'll save that for another day.
For now I just want to ask how many of you have actually googled heartbreak or heartache?
Scattered thought of my brain...lahlahlah~ oh how I love the sound of violins.
ohhh one new years resolution is getting back into music, both guitar and piano and I'm counting
on you guy to keep me on track!
Merry Christmas all!
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
I recently got a haircut. I'm sorry to all you that love'd my curls and waves. Honestly, it was an impulsive decision and sometime when to try to run my fingers through my hair I regret it.
Its summer now, and its getting hot so I think it was a justified decision. I also think that i'm not going to need a hair cut for 2years =D
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
I have missed you. Many time late a night i struggle to sleep and in my head i whisper the words I would say to you if I wasn't this shy.
I want you to be in my life more. I don't want to leave you for this long ever again.
I've missed you so much.
I love you.
Monday, October 25, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Life has been good, chilling, relaxing, suppose to be studying but not touching a single book.
Went to the movies last night with D,J,KD and S. We had free tickets to a pre-screening of an Australian movie called The Loved Ones. Good movie in my opinion and i recommend it, a good move in the right direction for Australian cinematography.
I want to do something with my hair, because i'm planning on shaving it all with a 3/4 blade at the beginning of next year so I'll play around with it now and then lose everything for a fresh start.
Man, I've been sitting her since like 3:30pm drinking a constant supply of coffee. Not feeling to well. All this milk and caffeine is bad for the gut.
Did you know that both Coffee and Gum are diuretics?
Enough for now.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
they cry at night,
and lie the days away.
They hurt more than you could imagine,
but they never tell you.
they hide away all the darkness, the sadness and the regets.
everybody has felt like they're alone,
everyone has cried their eyes out.
no one wants to know...
Friday, October 8, 2010
Rain, there is nothing I love more than the combination of a raise in humidity and a drop in atmospheric pressure. Condensation.
The virga plants the necessary seeds into the air, saturating it and preparing it for one of the most magnificent feats of weather.
I think rain is fantastic because:
Just before the rain comes, you can feel it. The hairs on your skin tingle, your nose picks up the scent. The air become crisp, and the temperature drops.
Then it falls.
The sounds of the rain hitting the ground, the bricks, the tiles, the leaves and the windows.
The feel of the rain as it strikes your skin, and runs away from the sky.
The gentle, soothing hum of the pattering of watery feet.
The cool and caressing breeze.
The smell of fresh, cool, crisp, moister. (and the lack of dust)
The flash of light and the clap of thunder.
The tingle of being alive.
Close your eyes, and feel it, live it.
All these feeling during a storm make it so amazing but it doesn't finish there.
The rain moves on, the clouds are no longer in the sky but lie exhausted on the ground. All around you the moisture, it renews things and makes then shiny again. The last few drops fall, not from the sky, but from the trees and the leaves.
Its cool now.
Everything can start again.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Such a powerful emotion. Sometimes people get angry for the smallest reasons, reasons that at any other time would have been just a little rock, not a mountain.
A personal mentor of mine once said that there is a difference between anger and hate.
Hate is when you dilike one thing or person.
Anger is when you dislike the world.
When you are angry, nothing in the world matters anything. You are blinded by your own emotions so much that the filter on your brain no longer works. Words come out of your mouth, actions flow through your body. You can feel it coming, but its so strong. Maybe you can stop it, but once it starts it just flows out of you,unrestricted and unmonitored.
Then it stops, everything is done, you look at your work. Your panting. Your heart rate slowly drops. First a chill runs down your spine as you admire at what you've single handily managed to do. Then you look at yourself in disbelief...
By then its far too late, and you must live with what has just occurred.
Then tears. You cry and cry, you question your own confusion.
And then you crash.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
I've been feelings these a lot lately. Most of the time not because of things that happen to me, but those that happen to those that are close around me.
This past week has been full of ups and downs.
I've celebrated with friends.
Spent almost every night with brothers.
Cried my heart out.
Learned some new tricks and rediscovering some old.
Slept in till noon.
Stayed up till dawn.
And eaten so much.
These last few days I've just eaten and eaten.
I had 1kg of Honey Soy Chicken Nibbles.
1 slice of chocolate cake microwaved for 10seconds with two scoops of ice cream and a glass of cold milk.
Far too much Korean BBQ
Thursday, September 30, 2010
I'm laid across the leather couches in the sun room. All the blinds drawn up, all the windows open.
The sky is gray and the clouds are rolling.
The wind is strong and blowing paper all around the room.
The smell of rain pierces through the air.
Its going to be a beautiful storm.
The room's dim and moodly.
Its cold. The way I love it.
My skin tingles, a chill runs down my spine. my arms. my sides.
Awww what the hell?
the wind blew the clouds away =[ now its just a blue sky....
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Tonight, i shall endevour to deliver what my enticing groupies have eagerly awaited...ah crap, distracted by facebook and msn already =[
So, the last time I posted was far too long ago so I shall just rant about my recent evening with the people I so dearly love.
We have, the big 3, the little 3, the tiny 3 then we have M, J, C, K, and N.
A couple of months ago T had found out that his parents were going to leave for holiday, being the social person he is, he immediately came up with the idea of having a party. Not just any party, the party of the street, the party of the neighborhood hood, the party of the year! T WAS GOING TO HOST! THE FIRST EVERY ANNUAL CHILLOUT PARTY!
And it was a great success.
That is all.
Most of you reading this would have been at the party. Cause your guys are the only ones that really care, everyone else is too busy living their miserable lives with out Jon. ^^
The night before.
hmm, i can hardly remember myself :P but i think it was KD, L, T and myself at his place and we were discussing what we were to do, the arrangement of the lights, the preparation of the meats and what we were going to eat for dinner cause we were pretty hungry, we ended up getting fish and chips.
oh, that was the day that I met up with M too, she had just rushed to finish her assignment so I went to UQ to maximize our time together, see? I can be caring and sweet!
The day before that! I met up with Turtle who was meeting up with M-T, and T. So me being bored and lonely, and having this very attention seeking persona, decided to join them. We had lunch at Kadoya and then went over to southbank to watch a movie.
As soon as the cinema was in sight we all got simultaneous headaches.
School Holidays = Children
Children = Noisy
Noisey = Annoying
Annoying = Bad
School Holidays = Bad
MOVIES = expecting relaxation/mind melt
School Holidays + Annoying + Noisy + Children + Movies = 4(Bad)+Mind Melt
Conculsion: Jon dislike school holidays because he dislikes noisy annoying children that he cant hit or physically and/or verbally abuse without consequences.
So we went back to the myre centre and watched
Avatar: The last airbender.
It was only book one.
It was not very good.
It contained about 10mins of cool footage
It was dark and I feel over.
It was long so I got pins and needles
It was busy so I had to scare a fat man of my seat.
FEEEEEOOOOOWWWWWW *transported now to friday*
This is was the Day.
that the suns ray
was quite gray
but it was okay.
cause the clouds went away.
and the sun did stay.
ohh friday, words cannot describe the joy and happiness I had.
Thanks to L and S for doing my hair and makeup! I have to admit I've grown quite fond of cross dressing.
That is all for tonight I think. I am tired and my brain has wondered away in thought so i must run after it.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
My 100th post. I wanted to post something special, I wanted to wait for something interesting. I wanted it to be huge and grande and a milestone in the history of my blog.
BUT instead its just this, it begins with my whining, but where will it flow? even I don't know. Although I do crave a McChicken.
Woo Phone edits of photos i took!
My loves, A, L and J!~` <3
haha you see?
I am terribly bored.
and very hungry!!!! >_<
And its a Wednesday, my lest favorite day of the week. why? because its smack bang in the middle, nothing ever happens in the middle.
GARHH!H!H! I am going crazy!
okies, bye, i need to moisturize
Sunday, September 12, 2010
The things that we would share;
I want to be with you. I crave your touch and your smile.
I don't want to be without you. I don't want to miss you so much.
Who are you? Where are you?
All that's on my mind is you...
Lets lie on the grass in the shade of a great tree.
Lets reach for the stars, but only find each other.
Lets howl at the moon, and run through the night.
Lets skip stones and count how many steps.
Lets play in the trees, and each our lunch.
Lets giggle and laugh.
Tell you everyday that you are beautiful.
You won't believe me, but it would make you smile.
Right now, I want to know who you are. But I don't need you.
My love for you is unexplainable.
I'll love you the moment I see you. But I don't know why.
My love cannot be explained. That's the way I like it.
Because I love you.
I just do...
not really, just the end of a great night and the start of Sunday the 12th of September!
Had a blast with T and N. Damn J kept texting but never left Fatties!
First I had to show T this great to hidden away venue that look absolutely awesome! The rest of you might see it if i do end up having my birthday there.
We went to Balcony 153, it was nice up there, but you really need a group, the atmosphere was good, and the age group of it was generally around the 20s, mainly Caucasians, and there was no DJ, but keep in mind we went there about 9:30ish just to check it out.
After that we headed into the Valley, we got there at about 10ish so i decided to take T to the opening night of the new Club/Bar Woodland. Woodland is a Hipster, reggae, alternative venue located down an alley way, from the street you'll see mainly people socializing on the side walk from the two clubs right next to the alley but if you walk down the unsuspecting lane you'll find yourself at a hidden retreat with fantastic music and people. On the dance floor there was a single guy dancing, and to me it instantly reminded me of the man that was dancing on the hill in that youtube video, (i'm sure you know the one). Just before we left i talked to a woman who looked like Megan Washington, with the Bob and the large glasses, I asked her who had it first, and she said, it has to be her, cause she was much older than Megan Washington =D
After our trip in the woods we headed back to the more well known places and partied away out nights.
At the end of the night I had ended up with 5stamps and 1 glow stick.
the stamp from the bank is really cool cause they use a UV link so the stamp only shows up under UV light.
The glow stick was from Hot Gossip. N was shooting for the club.
On the way to Mystique we were lucky enough to see a performance by a young dance crew, the video should be up on my facebook.
Cudos go out to N for getting us on the lists.
Happy Birthday to Yong, though i doubt you read this.
Cudos for T too for giving me a lift home and keeping my company.
Great night guys, hope some others will join my next one =D
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Contains Horror and Supernatural theme.
Some viewers might become distressed,
or violently ill whist viewing.
Must be 18year of age or older to view.
User discretion is advised.
Did some browsing and shopping today.
My first stop was supre. And found something awesome.
So when i went to the change rooms to try on this yellow tank top the woman was seriously like O.o
so yeah that was hilarious. Photos are at the bottom.
when i went bra shopping
As i walked into the shop I saw, whom I assumed to be, the shop assistant.
Her eyes were kind and youthful, her complection perfectly flawed with the effects of makeup. Her hair was straight and glimmering, it flowed down her face and become a dark frame that finished just above her shoulders.
She smiled at me and as our eyes locked I asked "Is there anything that would fit me?"
her lips were soft and moist, they had been poised and ready, but not for a question like that. Astonished, dazed, and a bit confused she exclaimed "Are you serious?"
"oh yes" I casually answered with a reassuring smile.
On her face she had composed herself and was calm but under her elegant exterior the questions marks were going crazy. What is this thing! she was thinking.
She opened a lower draw on counter and fumbled through some brassier, eventually she had come to one in which she hesitantly proclaimed, "this might fit"
"I'm more worried about my size then my cup" I replied
for a moment she had forgotten who her customer was
"oh, of course."
"your a man" she added...
Photos of the tank i tried on, notice the FAT!
More fantastic photos to come.
still to come:
-"WAX ON! WAX OFF! ARHHHH"
-"So, what do you think?
Who's the pretty lady i see in the mirror?"
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
before I woke up I was dreaming, I was dreaming I was in a bakery and they made fantastic berry and fruit cakes and muffins and stuff with BERRIES! FRESH BERRIES!
So yeah, I woke up craving =[ now i want like a blueberry muffin or something =[
hehe today is going to be a fat day for me. I plan on drinking coffee everywhere. Eating takoyaki, duck dry noodle, and other foods ! HAHA I"M A FATTY !!! BUT not as fat as SERENA! no thats a lie. serena has no FAT! AT ALL! crazy girl.
on a side note, isn't this weather fantastic?! its gray, and cold and drizzling! <3
weather love! can't wait to brighten up someones day ^^
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
The fun of the not knowing
Why does the human race have such a earning for learning? let us just sit, and watch, and admire.
For myself, I always find something that I don't need to think about, something I don't understand, something that is just there in its purest form; the most beautiful and amazing.
Right now, this very moment, I sit in the shade of a magnicant tree, its intertwining branches, marviously rich foilage, smooth bark and large canopy. The sun is bright and makes the green grass golden. The wind is soft and cool. Right now, I am in absolute bliss.
There are bird darting around and people chatting and laughing. This moment has no meaning, no reason, it just exists.
Because it can.
(Personal rant: I do wish I had a partner to share this beautiful world with.)
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
[Amélie hands a begger some money]
Beggar: Sorry madam, I don't work on Sundays.
She is in love.I don't even know her!Oh, you know her.Since when?Since always.
In your dreams.
Narrator: Nino is late. Amelie can only see two explanations. 1 - he didn't get the photo. 2 - before he could assemble it, a gang of bank robbers took him hostage. The cops gave chase. They got away... but he caused a crash. When he came to, he'd lost his memory. An ex-con picked him up, mistook him for a fugitive, and shipped him to Istanbul. There he met some Afghan raiders who too him to steal some Russian warheads. But their truck hit a mine in Tajikistan. He survived, took to the hills, and became a Mujaheddin. Amelie refuses to get upset for a guy who'll eat borscht all his life in a hat like a tea cozy.
Joseph: Cram it, failure!
Hipolito, The Writer: Failed writer, failed life... I love the word "fail." Failure is human destiny.
Joseph: It's gasbag time!
Hipolito, The Writer: Failure teaches us that life is but a draft, a long rehearsal for a show that will never play.
Joseph: I bet he stole that.
Hipolito, The Writer: I do have some original ideas, but people always steal them.
Hipolito, The Writer: Same as your women.
Hipolito, The Writer: You'd better get used to it.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
Only my wife and eldest son for now. More photos at a later date.
This was taken this morning, was home alone and bored so instead of letting my hair dry naturally I blow dried it. It was really soft and cloudy. I dried the roots of the front vertically so that it kinda stood up and formed a peak. It looked pretty =D more pretty in real life.
Also, I've got a hair cut scheduled in September with an acclaimed hairdresser. Booking 1 month in advance, its crazy right?
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
As I arrived my stomach craved food and my tongue wanted raisin toast, unfortunately this shop did not stock it. Instead I ordered a lonely Mocha, oh how horrible it was.
The menu said that there were 3 sized, regular, tall and bigger ( I can't remember that actual term), but when I went to order I was informed that there was only two. I ordered a small and it cost me a very inflated $4.25. I waited, the coffee was made. Immediately the coffee that stood before me did not seem right. The foam was too white. I slowly took my first sip and then another. Four sips later I had finally thinned down the ridiculous amount of foam and reached the milk/espresso/chocolate.
This is when i realised why there was so much foam. The coffee was burn, a disgusting aroma. The beans were old and stale, a taste very vulgar upon my pallet. Finally the chocolate was so subtle that I would almost swear that it did not exist.
I would not recommend the Mocha from Espresso Plus in Z-block to anyone. I guess that teaches my to venture away from my premium coffees in Albert lane.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
I know what pleasure it...
Its to adore someone.You will always be fond of me.
I represent to you all the sins you have never had the courage to commit.
This heart. It beats, it beats... for only you.
This heart it beats, beats for you only.
My heart is only yours.All because of you.
I Haven't slept in so long.
If i gave you a gift...
would you accept it?
In my life right now I have all this love to give, but who will take it?
...every time I close my eyes I see an empty picture frame.
In the darkness of my mind a spotlight shines so bright, but in its glow there is nothing.
In the darkness you lurk so quietly.
You silently wait and watch, breathlessly you run in the shadows of my soul.
Into the darkness I venture and reach. I reach out to you but you are gone.
1 step back
1 step too far away
1 step I need to take myself...
Such beauty and grace.
I walked past two boats on the way, to you guys they probably have no significance but to me they are special because they symbolize where my family started in this country. When my father first came to Brisbane he worked on these two boats. The Kookaburra River Queens I and II. This is before and during my birth. My parents moved from China and ended up in Brisbane with no money to their name. Both attending tafe, my Mother working as a cleaner and my father a kitchen hand.
River Queen I: the one with two paddles on either side.
River Queen II: Has One large paddle on the rear.
I sat down on a bench to eat my yummy snack from bread top. Whist I was sitting there I thought to myself: Brisbane isn't a bad place, In fact I do love it here, its not to big or densely populated, and if you really want to find beauty you can.
This is a panorama i took from where i was sitting. I thought it was beautiful because it had the Bridge, the cliffs, the river and some buildings. To me, that pretty much sums up Brisbane; colorful, but not grande. (i don't think you can see the cliffs in that photo)
The following is just me playing around with panorama, its really cool, because you just scan it automatically takes photos.
a photo of my study area. its a mess, just the way i like it! =D
Monday, August 16, 2010
Contains Horror and Supernatural theme.
Nudity and Gore.
Must be 18year of age or older to view.
All participants in this were 18years or older at the time of photographing.
Oh yeah, woke up early and washed my hair, combed it waited for it to air dry, then combed it again.
Turned my straightener on.
Shaved my 1month of facial growth.
It was horrible!
Straightened my hair.
Added the peaks.
Hey man in the mirror, You looking sexy!
You know it, I do.
Hmmm, my hair doens't actually look too straight. This is disappointing.
It isn't always about your other half, sometimes it's just about the people in your life.
The ones that surround you.
Laugh with you, sometimes even at you. Smile with you.
Look for you and wave when you arrive.
Pick you up when it's raining, and drive you home at night.
Give you their jackets to wear when its cold.
Pitch in when you're short.
Lend you a hand and pick you up when you're down.
Dance with you.
Sing with you.
Shout and scream!
Fall, and Push, and Jump, and Run.
Eat and drink.
Lose and win.
Hurt and hate.
I have the best friends in the world.
And right now,
nothing else makes me happier than laughing with them.
Just watching a smile appear on their face makes my day.
But having someone for myself wouldn't hurt either...
I'm still waiting for you...
...i hope you walk into my life soon.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Friday, August 13, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
First photo is a very rushed swan done by the smiling curly haired biker man! Everytime he makes me a coffee I take the time off to take the lid of and marvel at his skill! Mad Espresso would have to be my favorite coffee place in the city.
Haha, these next two photos are of my hair after a shower, as some of you might know i've decided to grow my hair a little bit, and well, my hair is puffy, thick, curly and slightly annoying =[ so here are some FANTASTIC galmour shots.
Ahh my delightful shoes, I've finally started getting some more shoes and the opportunity to personalize them. So here are three pairs.
First is my new Pumas, light grey suede with lime green, the main reason i got them was because they were 75% off and they match my ambiguous tee.
These are my black hightops, i wear these heap but the other day I finally got some new laces and relaced them. The purple laced one also has a purple bow on the back.
And finally, my slightly worn out cheap fake cons. Two different lace designs that I did one boring morning. A rabbit on one shoe, a turtle is suppose to be on the other and obviously am still to get around to doing. On the rubber strip i'vee gone and done some purple and green stars too.
I hope you've enjoyed HoLi Fashion Guru's update =D for getting thru all that i give you an amazing bonus photo! ENOJOY!
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
"bordem kicks in and i kick it in the head, then we wrestle and our clothes fly off. I whisper i love you in my loudest voice and we both jump under the warm blankets and spoon until the midnight hours"
"Yawning morning uni dawning. I sit here and ponder the meaning of life, the recycle bin shouts: USE ME!, but i just want to sleep and dance."
Friday, August 6, 2010
going to start using it for scrap booking =D hopefully i'll be good.
first 3photos to go in
I'm pretty excited. You guys that are around will be seeing quite a bit of the book in the next few forevers :P haha
have a good one guys =D
Thursday, August 5, 2010
when was the last time you saw this pretty face =D
My life has been alright, nothing much for myself. My friends have started to bounce up and hopefully keep getting higher. Chins up!
Just wanted to share this tonight.
this is just a link to a very real out look on poverty.
Around the word 1.4billion people live below the international poverty line of $2(aus) a day.
A friend, yes only one (for now), has agreed to join me with this, but due to our circumstances and lack of actual dedication we're only going to limit ourselves to $10 a day.
Wish us luck yayyy~~