Monday, September 19, 2011


Had work today in Jackpot. Jasprah and Jaime visited for about 5 hours.

Sunday, September 18, 2011


Garlic's birthday dinner today. Korean barbecue all you can eat, i think the place has to shut down now. Highlights of the evening;
What did the pharaoh say to the cleaner? tut-an-kham-un
How did the Pirate beat the Vampire? Garh!-Lic

Also melted a $100 lindt chocolate bunny.

Saturday, September 17, 2011


Tired feet.

Friday, September 16, 2011


Worked out a little today. Had breakfast at Oriental this morning and enjoyed the company.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011


I started my new job today over at Peony and it was pretty enjoyable. I met some new college and broke a glass, made some drinks and served some food. The environment is enjoyable, but I'm scared of what its going to be like when its busy. I'm still nervous because I'm not to sure what I should be doing and if I'm doing every correctly, but time will help.
I'm lying in bed now and my legs have absolutely died. Same thing again tomorrow.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011


I just got back from Customs house. I room full of Phd's and Doctors, ironic isn't it? that both are Drs. I sat on the same table as a Eye surgeon and a Heart surgeon, two other doctors, two pharmacists, and several other members that help doctrines in respective fields of the health and medical world. I felt slightly under achieving, but alas I still had my youth and health. satire.
I watched a video today as well, a presentation given by an environmentalist who spent 17years in a vowel of silence. Inspirational stuff.
I have decided to begin a journal.
This is day 1

Monday, July 18, 2011


Pirates never loved
The way that I do
You never said enough
To keep me next to you

Saturday, July 9, 2011


Feeling emotional as fuck right now.

Monday, May 9, 2011



Since the beginning of my memories you have been there and even before. In my mother photos there are photos of you cradling me as a baby and then holding me up with your strong arms as a i slowly grew aware of the function of my feet. I remember spending countless hours with you as I ate my meals, and even sometimes spilling food on you. You never got angry at me, you never shouted at me, you always smiled back at me and supported me no matter what.
You were there with me watching cartoons in the morning and movie at night. You where there when I got my first game console and you sat there with me as I slowly learned how to play.
When I was tired you made me comfortable and let me fall asleep in your embrace.
I saw you everyday of my life. When we moved houses you moved with us but soon after you moved to somewhere else and I didn't see you as often. I still saw you most days, but we interacted less and less. I missed you because no one ever treated me as nice as you did. No one held me as comfortably as you did. No one smiled at me the way you did.
I remember the first time I came home drunk you where there for me. I don't remember how you found me, or how i found you, but in the morning i woke up to see you. You had kept me safe and warm. This happened so many times and every time i had you to lean on. You never let me down, you never gave up on me. You're probably one of my oldest and closest friends and I love you so much. I'll never forget you.

This evening, I came home and something was missing. My white leather couch had been moved out onto the lawn. This week is the week that all the unwanted things get picked up for free by the council and chucked into landfill. My white couch was one of those unwanted item.
You shall never be forgotten, forever in my heart. T.T So many memories.....

Monday, March 28, 2011


Like is good right now, I'm not even sure why but I think I know and if your close to me I think you'd have some idea why too.

Sometimes when I'm walking to uni in the morning, or walking home at night; I feel like dancing my soul out.
Sometimes when I'm minding my own business; I just want to sing at the top of my voice
Sometimes when I'm looking at the world go past my bus window; I just want to explore the beauty.
Sometimes when I'm walking next to you; I want to hold your hand in mine.
Sometimes when I'm close to you; I want to kiss you tenderly.
Sometimes when I'm lying in bed; you run across my mind and I smile (because i see myself running behind trying to catchup)

Monday, March 14, 2011


I had coffee and cake with a wonderful lady today. I went to pick her up and the moment i got to the elevators the doors opened and there she was in all her splendor. PLUS! she smelt like cookies! omfg cookies! so awesome!

She also likes reading about sex. nuff said.

Saturday, March 12, 2011



i love you more than you'd ever know. I, probably, will never tell you

that i do love you this much but everyday i see you my heart screams out to you.

Something about you makes me want to know you and be with you. When i close my eyes at night, all i ever dream of is being with you.
The reality is knowing that the only way i can hold you and kiss you is in my dreams makes my primative cravings the more unbearable.
You would never understand how much i want to hold you one day and just whisper to you the worlds; i love you. Instead, i just sit here in my solitude and repeat the most heart felt words i could probably say to you; I want to love you.
I want to love you because maybe inside i cant love you.
I want to love you because maybe you wont let me love you.
I want to love you because maybe i'm asking for permission to love you.

i love you ______

Monday, March 7, 2011


I was thinking about this letter for you all day today.
here it is;

Dear ______

I want to love you.

From Jon

Friday, March 4, 2011


Happy Birthday Mr. Kim

Wednesday, March 2, 2011


Confessions of a teenage uni student.

And before we start, YES i'm still a teenager.

So sitting in class, waiting for a lecturer to show up to their own 8am lecture yes they are still absent, this is what uni is all about.
I sit in a class of about 50ish~ people of whom I know none. Typical Class for me.
I sit towards the back, along the sides, but not so far back and into the side that i seem like the antisocial, life hating student that I really am.
Scaning ever person to walk through the doors, checking out the girls, and sizing up the boy, and checking out the girls that come in with guys then sizing up the guys to see if its worth the trouble.
Hey guy, welcome to uni!
okay guys, i've got an idea, the moment the lecturer starts i shall dictate what she/he says. Although i do have some awfully slow typing hahahahaahaha.
oh god, i'm already going crazy. I could really do with a coffee right about now, or even better, my bed, and my pillow.

8:05am, still waiting,
8:10 OH WAIT! HE's HERE!

so many asians in this class....
quite a few girls too....

OH GAWD! I cant even understand his accent T.T

fuck this, i give up.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011


1. What was the longest time you’ve liked someone?
I've been liking someone for almost a year now

2. Have you held hands with anybody in the last 4 days?

3. How late did you stay up last night?
a little past 1am

4. Do you use hearts like this <3 a lot?

5. Would you rather be called honey or baby?

6. The person you like calls you right now, what do you do?
if she did call me right now, I'd ask her out!

7. Do you believe in love?

8. Has the opposite sex ever sang for you?

9. Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

10. Who did you last go out to eat with?
Jasper, Sarah and Tom

11. Has anyone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?
I'd say so

12. Is there anything you want tattooed?
I do want a tattoo, a shoulder&back tattoo

13. Will you be in a relationship in the next 6 months?
i hope so so much

14. Plans for tomorrow?
Lecture, Work, sleep

15. Where do you plan on living when you grow up?
France or Italy

16. Your last received text, would you kiss them?
of course

17. Who was your last text from?

18. Do you like talking on the phone?
not really

19. Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
not on the phone

20. How old do you look?
I use to look alot older than i was, but now, I'm not to sure

21. Is there a guy that knows everything or mostly everything about you?

22. How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?

23. Your phone is ringing: it’s the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
"Hello, Jonathon Speaking.

24. Do you think its cute when someone kisses your forehead?
all kisses are cute and special~

25. What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
"mann i have to be up in 4hours =["

26. Do you follow your gut instinct?
8/10 times

27. If someone asked you what you wanted, what would you say?

28. Do you like where you live?
Yes, but I wish I lived alone.

29. Do you honestly have any regrets?

30. Are you starting to realize anything?

31. One thing you’re looking forward to?
My day off on saturday

32. Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you are now?

33. Have you ever cried uncontrollably on a friend’s shoulder before?
Not on a shoulder, its doesn't feel nice

34. Who were you last in a car with?
My father

35. What color was the last pill you took?

36. Has more than one person ever told you they’re in love with you?

37. If your ex was to call you right now, what would you do?
Talk to her for a little.

38. When was the last time you saw your mom?
A half an hour ago

39. Is your last ex currently in a relationship?
Yes, she was in one a month after we broke up

40. Do you think its cute when a boy says “i love you”?
Ofcourse =3

41. Are you and the last person you kissed in a relationship or just friends?
The last person I kissed on the lips was my EX

42. What are you scared of?
For a crazy person you probably wouldn't think it''d be; Losing my mind

43. Do you think relationships are hard?

44. What’s something someone can do that makes you melt?

45. Do you think people abuse the word love?
No, Love is all around us and its easy to love someone.

46. Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them?

47. Have you kissed more than ten people this year?
Heh, I haven't even kiss'd a tenth of that

48. Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you?

49. What exactly did you do yesterday?
I worked

50. Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?

51. Is it awkward to run into one of your ex’s?
Yes, because I'm an arsehole in real life.

52. Can you last 6 months or more in a relationship?
Never had one thats been less then 6months

53. What are you listening to?
Hundred - The Fray

54. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

55. What do you want for your birthday?
Anything, I never get birthday presents you see.

56. Dated someone more than once?

57. Have you ever thrown your cell phone in anger?
Thats how i broke my first phone.

58. Is it possible to be single and happy?
On the outside

59. Do you get attached to people easily?
I've very elitest about who I keep around me

60. Do you always answer your text?

Now its your turn!

Monday, January 24, 2011

Thursday, January 20, 2011


I actually forgot how long my hair was

Monday, January 3, 2011


The winter rose


needing a hair style