#4

Tired feet.

#3

Worked out a little today. Had breakfast at Oriental this morning and enjoyed the company.

#2

I started my new job today over at Peony and it was pretty enjoyable. I met some new college and broke a glass, made some drinks and served some food. The environment is enjoyable, but I'm scared of what its going to be like when its busy. I'm still nervous because I'm not to sure what I should be doing and if I'm doing every correctly, but time will help.
I'm lying in bed now and my legs have absolutely died. Same thing again tomorrow.

#1

I just got back from Customs house. I room full of Phd's and Doctors, ironic isn't it? that both are Drs. I sat on the same table as a Eye surgeon and a Heart surgeon, two other doctors, two pharmacists, and several other members that help doctrines in respective fields of the health and medical world. I felt slightly under achieving, but alas I still had my youth and health. satire.
I watched a video today as well, a presentation given by an environmentalist who spent 17years in a vowel of silence. Inspirational stuff.
I have decided to begin a journal.
This is day 1

1:06am

Pirates never loved
The way that I do
You never said enough
To keep me next to you

1:29am

Feeling emotional as fuck right now.

11:19pm

Eulogy...

Since the beginning of my memories you have been there and even before. In my mother photos there are photos of you cradling me as a baby and then holding me up with your strong arms as a i slowly grew aware of the function of my feet. I remember spending countless hours with you as I ate my meals, and even sometimes spilling food on you. You never got angry at me, you never shouted at me, you always smiled back at me and supported me no matter what.
You were there with me watching cartoons in the morning and movie at night. You where there when I got my first game console and you sat there with me as I slowly learned how to play.
When I was tired you made me comfortable and let me fall asleep in your embrace.
I saw you everyday of my life. When we moved houses you moved with us but soon after you moved to somewhere else and I didn't see you as often. I still saw you most days, but we interacted less and less. I missed you because no one ever treated me as nice as you did. No one held me as comfortably as you did. No one smiled at me the way you did.
I remember the first time I came home drunk you where there for me. I don't remember how you found me, or how i found you, but in the morning i woke up to see you. You had kept me safe and warm. This happened so many times and every time i had you to lean on. You never let me down, you never gave up on me. You're probably one of my oldest and closest friends and I love you so much. I'll never forget you.

This evening, I came home and something was missing. My white leather couch had been moved out onto the lawn. This week is the week that all the unwanted things get picked up for free by the council and chucked into landfill. My white couch was one of those unwanted item.
You shall never be forgotten, forever in my heart. T.T So many memories.....